sometimes youre the cabin in the woods and other times youre the god that destroys us all.  i hate it when i hang out with people during the day because then my nights are terrible and lonely.  ive wondered about finding a bridge to live under. i think i could be an excellent troll.  i think thats the next step, isnt it?  when we see our faults and let them be.  is it better to accept yourself as you are or try to fruitlessly change yourself.  thats not really a question.  i dont really like reading the news but i do it because im getting older and i should know whats happening in the world, its a sort of obligatory skim through.  I dont know how much longer i can play acoustic, theres too much electricity and too little hip movement.  why does being right feel bad, no, not an original thought, but its still confusing. if i tried to remember really hard would my nose bleed? that happens in the movies and sometimes ive stood in the front of the mirror and tried but my nose didn't bleed but i did make a couple new faces to use when reacting to things. ive got laundry to do, actually i did some but then i didnt take it out.  eh, i dont like it when tv tries to do serious things.  i like episodic things where things from the past and future dont really matter, or at least some things do and some dont.  thats how i want my life.  i can never remember which is the blue pill and which is the red, but why did he have to take one? what would have happened if he just didnt choose, or maybe he couldnt swallow pills.